hello! screw my previous post. i'm just gonna blog normally. :D haha. so much for restraining myself huh.

anyway, ytd. it started out feeling as though time would just fly right past me. it started out nice and cool. however, it started to stretch like nobody's freaking business soon after.

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you know when you read books, you'd come across a "the floor should just open up and swallow me whole" line, which usually comes hand in hand with "i could just feel myself blushing from head to toe". right? it's a super cliche expression.

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT. i was thinking those exact same lines during physics ytd! omg. so damn embarrassing. i could really feel myself turning red. i'd say it was the first time i felt myself blush that bad. and hello. it's not as if i'm that fair right.

stupid water bottle. it just had to fall in this super dramatic way, you die die must save it, y'know? frm my view at least. and it was super out of the blue when the bottle started to shake, quiver and then POOF. it's in mid-air. so a stupid cry of distress escaped my lips. high pitch and squeaky.

and the whole class turned. cos it was rather quiet. so did mr goh! OMGOSH. and then he went "erm. what kind of sound was that?" in the very amused way.

then it was all laughs for the class. oh poor me. ):

enough humiliation to last me a decade. *obviously exaggerating here*

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i'm starting to like maths! omg. dont you just see cows flying up in the sky?! HAHA. but you see, i doesnt really matter if i like maths or not. cos i still wont do well. right? but the dunn&dunn report thingy said that it matters for me. hmm. we'll see.

oh yes. and all because of NAZEEHAH (*screams, fumes, wails!) i'm obsessed. with britney.

shut.up.please. HAHA. that stupid obsession kicking in all over again! we were watching her music vids during recess ytd. "outrageous" was hot. except for snoop dogg. like so eww lah! snoop dog of all ppl?! and "me against the music" was cool.

madonna looks retarded though. and compare her with britney, the goddess of dance, (more like hip gyrations, but who cares), she so totally looks like crap! so i've come to this conclusion.

madonna: sex appeal= 0 (irregardless of how little she wears and all that pouting, lips slightly ajar, eyes half closed, in an attempt to seem seductive. as a matter of fact, she actually looks like a preteen trying her hand at OTT flirting. bleargh!)
britney: sex appeal= off the charts

anyway, madonna, here has crows feet (!) and is saggy all over! i'm mean huh. =x

so, thanks to this obsession, the first thing i did when i went online last night, was to go watch ALL her vids. and that i did! talk abt overdoing it. her moves! and that body! this stupid girl gets everything. except true love. sigh. sad sad. like who the hell doesnt know kevin's just using her?! well, everyone but her i suppose.

her "dont let me be the last to know" vid was like soft porn? actually, now that i think of it, most of her vids are. haha. like i said, she just oozes sex appeal all over. have you ever looked at her face properly? she's SO beautiful! her nose is perfect.

not crooked or jutting out very prominently like miss paris hilton.
(not that mine is that straight/perfect either, FAR from it. but that's besides the point.) and anyway, i DO like paris hilton. i think she's a very interesting person. no doubt she appears dumb and shallow. but still interesting, all the same.


i am NICE cos i censored her visible nipple. i've had enough of wadrobe malfunctions please. and there's my nick! those eyes! mesmerizing! he has oh-so-sensual lips too! gosh. *fans herself before she hyperventilates* they make a rather cute couple dont you think? too bad they're not together anymore. she-paris goes for he-paris-es.

i'll never forgive her for sprouting all that bull abt nick beating her. oh please. she craves attention like how a baby wails for their mum. but you know what.

i still love her. GAH! i hate contradicting myself.

ok then, noses, wadrobe malfunctions, sensuality (this sounds like that ad! sensualite!! HAHA) and contradictions aside.

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so i finally remembered to buy tripleA batts for the mp3 player frm 7-11 before going to school ytd morn. heard this song by Alanis Morissette on power 98. the last time i heard it? like a million light years ago.

it's the song on repeat mode now. haha. goodbye Blunt man! *waves frantically* it's high time i got sick of that song.

Hand In My Pocket by Alanis Morissette

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
Cos I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette

And what it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chickenshit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano

And what it all comes down to my dear friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab

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so let's all be optimistic now ok? it will all work out somehow. whether you think you screwed up the first time around, doesnt really matter anymore. give it another shot! your best one yet! life is full of chances. though there definitely isnt enough for everyone to screw up a million times. so yes. better ourselves, yeah? (:

confidence and optimism is the key!

OH!! and i watched the 2003 VMAs again for fun. the jaw dropping and unexpected show by britney, christina, madonna and missy elliot was really good. the lesbian kiss was really out of nowhere which made for a good climax? or something like that. whatever it was, it was really the epitome of entertainment. seriously.

omgosh. just cos my cramps struck major big time this morning, it caused a freaking chain effect! my lips are chapped, my t zone's getting oilier by the hour, my hairs' frizzing up even though i use shitloads of conditioner and my skin's dry, like on the verge of eczema (however you spell it).

will someone please kindly buy me the entire "body shop"? *big earnest eyes, fluttering eyelashes, lips a-pout*

eww. that must have looked/sounded gross. okay. ciao babes! muggerworld! :D

ps: an extremely long post to make up for the rather blah ones earlier.