Red Hot Passion
07 September 2005

today added to a long line of "attempted studying in town" days. *sigh. it's THE BOOK's fault! i dont care!

so yes, went to "study" with siti and junaidah in orchard's library. THEY studied. i just attempted. met siti at the mrt abt 10.45. i was early ok! see mariam? j was freaking late so we went ahead to the lib first.

abt 1+ we ate at ljs' cine. (it's 24 hrs on certain days now y'know!) then went back to the lib. unfortunately it was packed. so, we ended up at coffee bean. oh yes. you know, i just realised that breeks and the library's on the same floor! how slow.

anyway, had my long lusted over white chocolate latte! I. AM. HAPPY. =D ahh. i love the rich taste. when i took the first sip, it tasted like a piece of heaven. oh yes! *gets excited* you know when the coffee boy (counter guy just sounds too blah) took my order and asked for my name (to be written on the cup/called when the drink's ready), our eyes locked like so intensely. hehe. harmless flirting? x) there was just something abt his eyes, the intensity and depth of it? perhaps. now that's what i call the all-knowing gaze of risk! it was fun while it (the gaze) lasted.

oh and they played great songs! since we were there for abt 3 hrs, heard songs frm 3 different cds. the first one was relaxing yet at the same time making you want to get up and just jiggle away kind of music. songs such as, "mambo italiano", "sway", "la bamba" even "pretty woman"! the second cd was a compilation of love songs! loves much. played classics such as "now and forever" (my parents' song!). *sigh and the third cd was ronan keating's cd! "when you say nothing at all", "if tmr never comes" and sorts. enjoyed all 3 cds!

it was nice. the ambience was nice. the latte was nice. the book was nice. the music was nice. the company was nice. it was all good.

OH. that is once you block out the "coffeeshop noise". *rolls eyes* there was quite a number of uppity ppl who fake accents talking for the world to hear. annoying crap.

anyway, abt 6+, we left coffee bean and walked around. the gold forever21 bag is still there! phew. cos i didnt see it ytd and i thought it was sold out or sth. hrmph. sadly i couldnt get it today. story of the broke girl. :(

shall i go jogging with j and naz tmr? BUT IT'S SO FUCKING FAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shall continue contemplating till fickle me finally decides whether to make an effort or just forget abt it.

anyways, here are the lyrics to this particular hit back in '95. somehow, i cant get it off my head.

Nobody Knows by The Tony Rich Project

I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls closin' more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly
But you're nowhere around

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside
And nobody knows it but me

I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night as if I thought you'd hear
Yeah my heart is callin' you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get?
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now
You know I'll be lovin' you still

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

Tomorrow mornin' I'm hitting the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart
and hope you come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely...

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

11:43 PM

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