I know I've not been consistent with this blogging thing. But you know. I was busy.

The past 3 days have been really amazing for me. And I'm sure for the other 99 of you too. No, I'm not gonna go on a rant about the entire 3 days. So I'll just keep it short.

It has taught all of us a lot things which we can AND will apply to our lives, not only academically wise. It has opened up our eyes and made us take out the heart in all of us and light it aflame once more. Ignite that fire, once again. It has taught us how to appreciate our family. So now, all thanks to Gary, we have developed the phobia of being asked to close our eyes in the theaterette by either one of the 3 wonderful trainers. Haha.

These past 3 days have taught us lifelong skills. They have shared hilarious stories from past experiences which left us laughing like freaking banshees, all of us shrilling in utter delight. I don't think I've ever laughed so hard and so much before!

They have really brought forth the true essence of living; that we're all EAGLES!! Though we can always choose to be sheeps, but no! Choices have consequences! (: There's an obvious difference between living and merely existing. Yes, apparently I've been taught well! Haha.

They made us visualise what it's be like without our parents and you know. That ended up with a HUGE flood. So now we know. And I suppose knowing helps. Cos we know we can't make it alone. Just yet. Or perhaps we'll never be ready.

They taught us the importance of having a HIGH SELF ESTEEM!! Come on babes! Hahah. They left us feeling very motivated and inspired, yeah?

Danny even entertained us mini-porno way! HAHAH. That was fun man. Amin really looks like Jim Carey, it's FREAKY. And Gary, well he's really a clown,yes? And besides, he can always just change his profession to a stand up comedian, should he get bored, since he and I quote "has to find ways to entertain [him]self". He also knows just how to tug at all the right strings leaving us pondering about.

I think yesterday was simply very moving. The closing ceremony. It was tough I suppose, for me. Was going "Okay. I will go. No, I won't.. Okay, GO!!! Nah. Wait for someone first." till I finally decided oh wth. "GO!!" And so I did. Along with many others.

If you've realised, I didn't mention anything about my dad. Wasn't quite ready yet. You know, I gave him the letter, and then I fled to the toilet. One of the weird things Gary was saying people do, I suppose. And then, after that, I just went straight to my room. Today I woke up, and he's already gone. To work I guess. So I'm still pretty nervous about how things will go.

I doubt any of us will forget either 3 of them right? And Wayne did such a great job with all the sound effects at all the appropriate times! Haha.. That was really cool. This has been the best workshop I've ever attended in all my 15 years. Yeah, it's THAT good.

So, (mini free ad/promotion), all you sec 2s out there, word of advice. Next year? Do take up the "I'm gifted, so are you" workshop. It'll do wonders with regards to your perspective in life and stuff. I'm really serious.

Oh yes! you know Gary's gf? Candice? She's inside the booklet thingy that they were sort of giving out. Go search the pics carefully, read the name tags. Unless of course, there's more than one Candice....

Oh oh oh! I've realised something too. You know when either of them walked into the theaterette, I was thinking "Hmm. Not that great looking", and gave up hopes of having eye candy should they get boring and things. But, once they opened their mouths and started talking, they look slightly different.

So, I took a closer look once more and I realised that they suddenly appear much better looking! I know how it sounds. Very weird and strange. But what I'm trying to say, I guess, is that the combination of confidence, intelligence and perhaps humour is really attractive. It makes you look good.

I think confidence here, is the huge major factor. I mean come on, confidence can be faked what right? So once you fake confidence, you'll eventually really do feel confident so you'll end up genuinely confident! Yeah? But then again if you're confident for no reason, cos you're not intelligent, that sort of makes you cocky right? Since you don't quite have anything to be confident about? Okay, I'm confusing myself here.

Key words (haha), confidence + intelligence + humor = attractive. You don't exactly have to be great looking to be attractive.

Okay, that wasn't exactly short... But anyway, to sum it all up, I guess I'll never be the same again. But the question still remains, will this last long enough? Well, one word, BELIEF.