Okay, so it's been a day since we got back from ATC at Pulau Ubin. What about it? I think it was simply great! The fact that it was almost directly after the "I'm gifted" workshop, was a great thing. Cos I think the effects are starting to kick in.

Like for example, I'm actually able to say "Okay, Huda. You did well today. Just keep it up and you'll be fine!" right before I sleep. It's a vast leap, if I do say so myself. I can feel myself getting there, little by little.

I'm loving every bit of what those 3 days of intensive workshop on life in general has done to me! YAY. You can feel the change you know! The warmth inside and all...

Oh oh oh! This has absolutely no linkage but I have a feeling if i don't mention it now, I'll completely forget about it. So yeah. I think the guy at the ATF station there, the one with the accent? I think he thinks I'm silly. SIGH. I can't help it what!! It's freaky. Though that step wasn't that big or whatever but it's 9m high!! But it's definitely less scary than OAC's High E!

Anyway, I think the camp went well. Picked up skills here and there. It was basically all pretty good. I think it pretty much boils down to one thing - attitude. I know I'm starting to sound like a drab... but I can't quite help it? Haha..

And yay! Cedar nabbed both the Best Female Camper award! Humility okay guys? (= Great job there Cher Lia and Syazwani! And everyone who've done their best too! If you did, then you'll know it. Cos that inkling sense of self satisfaction will be present! (=

Okay, I really have to say this. I think I'm pretty fortunate to get pretty fab groups for both ATCs. (=

Our tent, Tent 9 slept at the assembly area on the second night. Why? ATTACK OF THE MIGHTY ANTS THAT'S WHY!! *Star Wars main soundtrack plays

Seriously. There was this super long trail of them, an entire army! I'm the sort of person who gets the goosebumps at the mere sight of a whole lot of creepy crawlies all gathered like for some holy sacred six legged ceremony or something, but will stay to observe them which would only resort to my being disgusted all the more, and yet that would intrigue me all the more! Makes sense? No? I thought so. (=

Basically, ATC was great. I got burnt, or rather "barbecued" according to Mother dearest. I've turned at least two shades darker. But that's okay. I intend to sort of hibernate during december. Gosh, I can't wait!

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Anyway, today. Went back to school for Bio and Amaths. It was pretty alright actually. After that went for lunch at PP Macs with Liane, Huiyun and Naz. Dirah joined in sometime later. Had a good long chat. Apparently, I'm a diva. *rolls eyes* One word. Weird. =/ Like whatever. *snaps hand to the right, move head to the left* haha.

We covered quite a handful of topics actually. We do what we do best, yeah? Talk.

Oh! I've been thinking about this for quite some time now. And I've come to a conclusion. I don't believe in love at first sight. But I still believe in true love, that there's someone for everyone out there, that one and only person. (= And I still think that relationshsips are not meant for you to feel complete. I simply don't. Cos you have to be complete; loving and accepting yourself before you even step into a relationship, right?

Oh well. I've not experienced any of it yet. So we'll just see, yeah? Ciao babes.