Hello world! Presently at Sophia's now. Yes yes fine. So I've been going to people's hse and sneaking time to blog! Hah. Anyways, Delphinus is having a jolly good time watching The Pacifier up at Sophia's erm, second floor bed/floor thing? I've no idea what it really is exactly.

Anyways, I've been doing a great deal of pondering lately and let's just say that things are really not what they seem to be. Hurh. It's okay if you don't get it. Cos seriously, this post is really a "for me" thing. Selfish I know. Oh well. Some things are just not meant to be shared right down to the last detail. (:

I really cant stand it when people do that. I really cant. It's like yeah okay. But you dont have to make it seem as though you didnt mean it to be meant that way. Just say what you mean dammit! Annoying crap.

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So the new year's approaching. In a few hours time. What have I to say? Plenty really. So persevere on guys!

This year has been one with a good dose of "adversities" (note that I mentioned this first and foremost). One that's chockful of lessons. Some learnt, some yet to be drilled in this, I should say, rather stubborn someone. (:

It's basically just full of lessons, really. And a ton of experiences. Some I'd treasure for life, others I'd really just rather eradicate it out of my memory completely, thank you very much.

As a person, I've changed somewhat. For better, for worse? It's erm. Debatable? (: I've grown, most definitely. But some things can definitely still be improved. I mean come on. The day someone has nothing to improve at all, would be the day doom's here. Okay. That comparison doesnt sound quite right, yeah?

Sometimes, you look back, and you definitely think "WHY THE FUCK DID I DO THAT?!". Or the opposite. So very typical, but well, you'll never cease to learn. That's the most significant thing in 2005 for me. Learning. It's like the very start of my journey to really start learning about life and sorts. The beginning..... *cue for dramatic music* A new movie is born! A movie about me!! Okay sorry. Feeling pretty out of sorts now.

Hmm. What else? Oh right. Resolutions. New year resolutions. We all know we dont really keep to it right. So resolutions should be stuff that you dont want to fulfill? Man, I dont know.

I'll keep mine simple and personal. So none will be posted here. Oh maybe one. I'll try to keep my resolutions. Okay, maybe two? Study hard, of cos. Like duh. O levels. Wow. Cant believe I'm actually gonna be in Sec 4. It's kindda too soon for me. It's like. Four years will fly right by. Just like that.

About that. The end of these four years. I cant wait, really. Very exhilarating. The best has yet to come! I love new! The word itself! In many different ways.

New friends, new clothes, new school, new experiences, new lessons, new mistakes, new discoveries about myself, new discoveries about others, new opinions, new mentors, new memories, new this new that, new everything!

Which reminds me. I bought my new school shoes (I've got the solution as to how I'm gonna keep it as CLEAN as posssible) and a new school bag! Brand conscious lah, I'm sorry, shoot me will ya. (: Got all that from Parkway, after blading/picnic-king. (It looks like PANICKING, you know!)

So about the earlier part of the day.... Had breakfast at the Kopitiam opposite my house. Then cabbed to East Coast with my mum and brother. Stopped by Shop and Save to get tidbits. Then when the idiots are finally done with their breakfast, we bladed/cycled + my brother.

Rach, Sophia, Hilda, my bro and I bladed while Dina and Xiuqi cycled. It was loads of fun and madness too! Haha. I love Delphinus lah. Period. :D Love love! Plenty plenty!

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Oh and sorry guys! The O.E people, I mean. For always being busy and not being able to hang out with you freaks after the great Commonwealth Chicken Rice! Haha. Will still meet up even when school reopens okay! Good! (Self-confirmed. Yeah man!)

Okay. Currently plugging in to Fiona's Ipod blasting BACKSTREET BOYS!!! AHH!! Omg. Soon, it'll be just 24 days to their concert! Woohoo!! I. Cannot. Wait. :D

Anyway, I'm just gonna cram everything and anything in this entry okay? Sorry lah. Withdrawal symptoms suck. So now I'm uh. Blogbingeing? But no, I'm not gonna puke it all out. Okay. Actually I am. Puking it all out. (:

Forgive me for being so all over the place. One minute I'm reminiscing, the next I'm describing shit, the next I'm apologising, and the next I'm crapping. Nyeh. Sucks lah. Being here in the room with 11 other people, half belching out to Energy, the other half making so much noise just for the sake of it, and here I am, The Anti-social blocked out from all by BSB....can be confusing and it does things to the ordinary human brain. Not that mine is all that ordinary lah, but that's not the point. Heh. And not that it sucks. It rocks, really. I lied. HAHA.

Now I'm the only one with a ponytail in the squad! Yay. That makes me special and unique. And no, I'm not gonna succumb to peer pressure and make the biggest mistake of my life! *Exaggerating but shut up lah*

Hilda and I are screaming out I Want It That Way!! HAHA. Competing with Ke and Co. (:

Anyway, I think it's best if I end it now, before it turns into one whole mess of junk. Oh right. It already has. Love ya guys! Have a merry new year and yeah. Here's to a 2006! Cheers!

Ciao babes!