It has been almost a month since I last blogged. Wow. That's hot. (Yeah, weird but yeah. I still like Paris. It's just this temporary celeb-obsessed phase I'm going through. BSB's not in this list though. That's true love. And true love lasts a lifetime. So says Love Actually. )

Now that I'm finally blogging, it feels odd. Weird. Funny. Like I kindda had it pictured that it'd be like catching up with an old friend, it being all comfortable, not weird. Nah, it'll wear off I'm sure.

This year. How exactly can I describe it? It's definitely a change. A welcomed change. I've learnt that it really is better to have someone yell at you for doing something wrong to piss them off then them to simply ignore you completely cos you're just not worth the effort. I'm saying that, not as the victim, but as the one doing it? Yes. When someone doesnt give a shit about you at all, you've done it. You screwed up.

You know, after four years, you'd think people would change already. But they don't. They get worse. God, now I'm full of sympathy for you. See, the thing is. It's really very hard to try to talk to you. You'll either deny it and walk away. Or you'll kick up a huge storm cos I dont know, maybe you're just not matured enough to realise that we are speaking the truth after all.

Oh who cares. Cos I definitely dont anymore.

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School is... very busy. Time practically zooms right by. You come home super shacked. Or shagged, whatever it is. It's times like this you wish you have more than 24 hours to work with in a day.

OHOHOH. The Backstreet Boys concert! It felt surreal. It still does. It was breathtaking. Serious! Like at the start, when the lights dimmed, I didnt realise I was holding my breath till I took a sudden gulp of air when I saw them enter the stage!!!

It was amazing. I dont even know how to describe it proper! Brian, true to what's been said of him, is really very sweet. Howie too! AJ knows how to engage the audience. Kevin's just ok-ok. NICK! He didnt really know how to respond to the audience. Sadly. But it's okay!

They were truly entertaining, at least Straits Times got that right! They were entertaining from start to finish! The entire 2 hours! And I paid for a small area of the floor. Cos I was only in my seats for a pathetic half an hour waiting for them to appear! And teh rest of the time, I was at the barricade leading to the $160 seats, shrieking my head off.

I still cant believe I saw them in flesh! Too bad I didnt get to have any contact with them! Almost got to shake Howie though. But the throngs of girls.... Yeah, you get the idea.

They sang most of their hits! Too bad they didnt sing Anywhere For You and We've Got It Goin' On. But songs like I'll Never Break Your Heart, Quit Playing Games With My Heart, As Long As You Love Me, etc was! Oh my god. It was super amazing. Sigh. I miss them already. OH and btw! Today's Nick's 26th birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS (Nickolas) GENE CARTER!!

Man, how did he get so old?! But then again, it's only 10 years what! Look at Cameron and Demi!

Now, now Huda. Enough gushing! (:

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What more do I wanna say? Hmm. Not entirely sure there. Hah. Ok then. This shall be all. Till next time. (Hopefully that's not in a month's time though!)

Love,
Me.