I have a confession. Sometimes? I really really really cannot stand school. See, I'm trying my darnest not to use the word "hate". It is so tiring and urgh! The workload? I'm about to die. Okay, so maybe the latter's just due to my horrid (yes, it really is that bad) time management. I want a personal assistant! So this poor little soul will actually help me keep in check with time! But she'll probably quit her job in a day. Sigh.

I mean, yeah I know. I know the stakes okay, I do! But seriously? On the verge of snapping here. I need.... to escape! Like to Venice! Or Paris! Or or... a date! With Nick Carter. Badly. Now, would be great. Would soothe till no end. Loosen all my tight and stiff spots. Oh please. Not a sexual innuendo ah.

Hmm. No harm dreaming, yeah? T-O-U-G-H! Tough tough tough! Perseverance capability shrinking little by little! What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Gotta believe that saying man!

But yes, I need to hang on! We all do! But it is kinda hard sometimes. Much easier to just flop on the ground and raise that darn white flag! But no! *sticks out hand to your face a la Chan, full of conviction*

The audience is butt naked. I am poking fun at them. The lights don't matter. The crowd's lame. The sound system sucks, but so? The show must go on!

In other news, got into a row with mother dearest. I don't know man. Sometimes, you really do confuse me. I'm like thinking 'what what what? I don't get you. I don't get you at all!'. Sigh.

And yes. I know the reason why my mum and I get really really mad at each other when we do, not just mad mad but crazy mad mad! See, being as close as we are, when she doesn't get me, I'll be really peeved to the extent of being disappointed. I mean, since you know me so well, you're supposed to understand things at a higher level and understand exactly why I do the things I do! But you don't!

So my take on this whole thing; it's all about meeting to expectations.

As a mother, my mum's probably thinking, 'Well, we get along alright. She should know what I expect from her.' Or stuff like 'She really disappointed me by reacting that way'. While I'm thinking pretty much along the same lines! So you see! Urgh. Complications suck. *rolls eyes*

We have an Amaths test tmr. We're gonna get back our Lit Unseen test, which I know I did badly for. And tmr's a long day. A long fry day. Fryfuckingday. No matter! Weekend's coming!

Note to life: Come on man! Throw me all you've got! You might as well just hit me square in the face. At the rate you're going, picking up pace bit by bit... Pissing me off, ya know! Bring it on man. (Ahh. All that confidence... Gonna falter and quiver in all it's glorified shame in not time. Hmm. =/)

E + R = O