Oh no. My entire post just vanished. Cos I clicked the cross on the page by accident! Silly me. I have to get used to Opera! ARGH. Anyway, a really summarised one coming right up!

Got back 5 papers today. Quite satisfied for Amaths. The prehistoric equation, effort=results actually proved right today! Wow. Amazed, that I am. Disappointed for English though. Sigh. Really expected more. As for the rest of the papers, hmm. But hey, it's true, I guess. Better to be disappointed now than later right. (:

Lunched with the girls then headed to Siglap for a meet up with 3 guys and a girl. Najib "enlightened" me. Was pretty bugged about it initially, so I apologise, yet again for the many punches thrown at you on impulse! Blame it on the reflex action and um, my compulsiveness? Yes, totally not MY fault. It's all cool, yes? Don't sweat it okay! Really.

Then came Zai in his fugly holey shoes, then Mud and lastly, Mariam. I think it's safe to say that I'm not the always-late person anymore! I was 45 minutes early, take that! Plonked downn at Macs, plugged in my MP3 with my hand feeding my mouth McFlurry at intervals. Ah, the peace.

Talked, a bit overload on guy-talk at one point, but I'm getting accustomed to that already. Sigh. It was rather funny though that episode. RATHER.

Jib left first while the rest of us cabbed to Kem courtesy of Mariam! Stupid someone couldn't beat 28! HAHA. Silly boy. So, had a conference just now and at least some stuff's done planning!

Finally decided to heed Shaggy's advice, deleted and redownloaded MSN. And VOILA! It worked! Went online the first time in a gazillion years. WHEE.

Got Mud to recommend me some songs. And right now, Everclear's Wonderful is on repeat mode! It's really nice. Go download it or something! And with that, I bid you farewell. Oh fuck. I'm getting scared for Lit tmr! Okay, like Fatmah says, "Chilleks!". Breathe in, out. In and out...

Ciao babes.



Everclear - Wonderful

I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it’s over when I open them

I want the things that I had before
Like a star wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again

Hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
Hear them scream, I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me wanna cry

Close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you’re little
And the world’s so big
I just don’t understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now

Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it’s all okay
I laugh aloud so my friends won’t know
When the bell rings I just don’t wanna go home

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don’t believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you’re little
And the world is so big
I just don’t understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now

No
No, I don’t wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
No
No, I don’t wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

I don’t wanna hear you say
That I will understand someday
No, no, no, no
I don’t wanna hear you say
You both have grown in a different way
No, no, no, no
I don’t wanna meet your friends
And I don’t wanna start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything
Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now...

I don’t wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

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I do kinda think everything is wonderful now. Regardless of everything else.