This is so depressing. I was just about to click "Publish post" when the IE Error report thing appeared. (I only use IE to blog so I can use the keyboard shortcuts) Second time I'm using this expression, this time with the additional 3 syllables, to show my utmost displeasure!

KNNCCB!!!

Am I overdramatic? Not really right. Well, I've certainly been underdramatic with reference to several things I've come to know about. I'm not sure how to react sometimes. It's just hard. To manage.

So today, it was a nice time spent with J after Emath (which I came 3omins late and that was when I cabbed halfway). Pored over a couple of issues over peanut dumplings! At the tau huey shop near our school. Wow. It fuggin' rocks btw. And hey! There's air con to boot! Can't help but to reminisce about all the Crazy times! <3

This silly girl here, has been keeping me in suspense since last last night! Why is everyone torturing me this way! Is it that amusing to watch me suffer! It's one helluva habit, that all you folks have to dump. It's bad for the health. Really. Hello, I'm dying here, can't you see?!

It was fab combination of good talk&laughter&squeals&gushings&mad fun. The air was buzzing with so much excitement, I half thought I was gonna pull a TomCruiseonOprah! No, of cos I didn't, what you insane!?

Girlfriends rock! <3

Sorry for those who have to suck in all my girls-rock-boys-suck comments. It's just a phase. Let's hope so. I don't wanna be a 90 year old virgin! Omg, hell no! I'd just die! Ugh. Just the thought of it. Appalling, I'll tell you that! Ew. Yuck. Gross. Noooooooooooooo!

It's nice to feel 100% girl. It's these simple things (like feeling so girly/bimbo) that make you smile the rest of the day. Not that I've ever felt like a guy before. Or maybe I have. With the guys where they'd forget for a moment that oh you know. I'm a girl. And start with their guy talk which can get rude and offensive sometimes! Like the dum-dum-dum thing! But no lah. I still love you guys anyway.

I'm currently listening to "I live my life for you" by Firehouse. I asked Mud to send me. While listening to this song, a kaleidoscope of memories flashes by. (Shez was so fond of using that word in her famous flashback compos back in primary school!) Slow rock's good. No doubt the lyrics can get a bit too cheesy/corny. But hey, when you're in "the mood", it's precisely these cheesy/corny stuff that will suffice!

Oh yes. I'm beginning to think that the way you blog is so.. Well, it makes you sound arrogant. Like as if you're so full of yourself and the whole world's below you. You're not that great, omg please. I don't know. It's just. Perplexing. (Wah, big word! Lol.)

And you! Whoa. Now that's a really sticky situation. I'm at a loss what to do. I think I should just wait it out and let things unfold itself? I'm not one to fight and compete when it's about.. I'd prefer to just hide back behind the shadows and wait out till it's my turn. I guess I'm giving/gutless in that sense.

About my being overdramatic? Apparently, the camera caught me donning on a perfect eyebrows up, eyes wide, mouth a perfect "O" expression.



The soya bean spilled lah! Compare my reaction to J's! Lol. Okay. So I am a tad dramatic. No biggie, there. (:

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I... still feel kind of disappointed that you can't bring yourself to tell me. I'm not gonna judge you. I won't. Why should I!? I'm not that narrowed. Do open up. Please?

To borrow a few lines from Sugababes' "Follow me home". Sometimes life it drags you down and plays you like a fool. Makes you feel so empty sometimes It can be so cruel.