Okay. Actually didn't want to blog at first. Cos today's post is supposed to be a HAPPY one. What with ytd's funness still in the system and the 12th night thing and hanging out with 3 guys and a girl dadidada... Maybe the next post along with pictures.
BUT. Right now? I feel like shite. Fucking emotions getting all tangled and I can't think straight. I need chocolate. And coffee. And some friggin' happyfying music. I shall make a happyfying music list to boost my mood whenever the "feeling" kicks in out of nowhere.
Top on the list would definitely be Third Eye Blind's 'Wake for young souls' and Click Five's 'Good Day' and Blink 182's 'All the small things'.
I HATE FEELING THIS WAY. It's not proper! It's just unecessary. I can't help it. I'm oversensitive, I suppose. Triggered by the slightest things. Which is really horrible and pathetic, yes I know. But hey. That's just me. I've tried to surpress it. No help. I've tried ignoring it. No help either.
It's like in the bus, these thoughts suddenly invade my mind and start to attack every bit of me. Till I lose this stupid war. Gave in to it. It's getting out of control. I need to resolve this.
The worst part is knowing nothing will help me settle these issues.