I'm so tired (not physically) and irritated and really confused and I hate this. Argh. Whatever. Not. Gonna. Bother. It'll just be a waste.

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On a good note, today went along pretty well. Let's see before an hour ago at least when I started to.. yeah. Had Chem from 1030-1200. It was okay, I suppose. Though I've missed tons of Chem periods but it was still okay and catch-able. Sat beside Rachel and she thinks I'm strange. Diana thinks I'm bizzare. Hur.

After Chem, headed for Parkway with Huiyun. Had lunch and it was off browsing around! Yay. Too bad I didn't have cash on me. ): But all was still good. U2 to Esprit to Dorothy Perkins to Topshop. Psychoed her to try on a whole outfit at Dorothy Perkins. I love doing this, choosing stuff for people and pushing them to the fitting room.

Oh yes, bumped into a couple of Sec 3s and it turns out, they got third for the Captain's Ball competition held at VS! Woohoo! Way to go girls! (:

So in the end, Huiyun got this funky white bracelet from Topshop. Walked and looked around some more. When we were at Adidas, she saw a shoebag that costs the same as the bracelet and was all huffy about how she'd rather get the shoebag. Omg, weirdness.

Anw, we are so gonna get that Rusty handbag in different colours! Loves! It's gorrrrrrgeousssss!
OHYES! Huiyun bought me a little something! Thanks for the Adidas handbag babe!

Saw this really pretty pair of black velvet heels. Thirysevenbucks. I wantttt! I need shoes..

After walking around some more, she left while I waited for Najib and Mud. Cabbed to Mud's where we just chilled.. Mud strummed a couple of songs, complaining that no one's singing.

While waiting for 42 to arrive, my sister called (MIA for 4 monthsplusplus) and suggested we "hang out". Went home, bathed changed and out again.

Had Pastamania for dinner, and man it was bad. Strange enough, it was the Italian soda and the dessert that I enjoyed. Mmmm.. The tiramisu and that strawberry thing's delicious. Boycotting their pastas. Hello. The sauce is not even creamy! It's so diluted it's like soup! Do they not know how to make pasta. Even I can do a better job. With the amazing Prego of course. (:

Javaaaaaaa chipppppp! I'm lovin' it.

My sister insisted on getting coffee from Mc Cafe cos she insists they taste better than Starbucks. Go figure. She and her need to not conform. Sheesh. So anw, the guy at Mc Cafe. Sucha fag! No, serious! He made the drink with such effort! It got to the extent that it's completely hilarious. Even to drizzle cocoa powder on top, he did it with so much concentration! His eyebrows were knitted! Weirdo.

I had to stifle my laughter. I'll bet my face turned a stupid shade cos I was about to burst anytime! I couldnt take it anymore and walked out laughing to myself. It was fuckin' funny. A bunch of Mats were outside, so I probably looked like a complete fool to them, looking in while laughing out loud. But then again, they're mats, so who gives a hoot, yeah?

My first impression of him was "Okay, a requirement/expectation: a cute barista.". He opened his mouth and I'm like "Gay. Shit.". HAHAHA.

So I guess this means things are fine between us now? Yeah, I guess so. I'm used to her out of no where hiatuses by now. That's just her. She's sleeping now. Okay, fine. I missed her.

Why's everyone telling me Marissa's dying! First it was Fairuz minutes before the Malay Olevel paper, LOL. Then it's Rachel during Chem. Now my sister. The world's mocking me for having not watched it yet. :/ Pissers!

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I need to know. Now please, thankyouverymuch. It's frustrating to think about it. Talked about it with Mud just now, and. I don't know. What am I to do?! In VS Out. He just left the conversation ambigously! ): I'm stuck, help?

I'm still not sure about.. though. I don't know. I don't know! Ugh. Ohmygosh. I don't fuckin' know!

Enough of this yeah? Ciao babes. I still feel like shit though. :/