The blow, oh the blow.

It's coming down hard. Right now, everything seems so fucked up. School, friends, family and everything else in between.

Blasting music in hopes of drowning out everything. What a stupid try. Obviously not working.

There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.

I feel really horrible. Today is my best friend's birthday and I've not gotten her a gift! What's worse, is that I just realised it's been more than a month since I last saw her. Imu girl!

Happy Sweet Sixteenth, Aniszah! I love you loads. Yknow when you didnt pick up my call, I was really starting to panic. "Omfg. What if I don't get to wish her at all!?" But thank God you called back. (:

Whatever it is, things fuck up. And I've mentioned this quote before (sometime last year I think) but I'll just mention it again, cos it's times like this I really just feel like going about life with a carefree attitude and wave my middle finger to the whole fucking wide world. It's so appealing. But so darn full of farce right down your throat.

Life is like a dick.
Fuck it when it's hard.