I'm so not going into first 2/3 months. There, you happy now? Go ahead. Smirk, asshole. And hah, I'm way used to that smug look by now.

Am I sad? DUH, you think? Like what always-meet-you-in-the-bus person says, not having options suck. They suck real bad. I'm utterly disappointed. Though it's stupid to make such assumptions considering I'm not even done with Prelims, dont talk about not getting the papers yet.

I hate giving up. I hate losing faith. And I hate losing though I dont think many have seen me all competitive? Come on, who likes to lose? Are you stupid?

I'm in a really bitter mood now. And last night. So sorry you had to be on the other line!

LKC's gna embarrass me in front of the whole level. YAY.

On a brighter note, I had a nice little surprise sitting nicely in my inbox today! Hahah. Hello Aries. Emails are good. (:

I almost lost my one month old phone on Thursday.

See, was having breakfast after Phy Paper Two, with Huiyun at PL's Delifrance. Was waiting for 28 since the sucker decided to leave me and take 24 (I bet to mug like crazy haha). I was contemplating between listening to music, or reading Chemistry. Conscience shoved up it's ass. I was searching for my phone and it wasnt there! I emptied out my bag at the bus stop itself.

I was cursing and praying at the same time which now seems all too odd. Rushed back to Delifrance and it was right there. Under the table face down.

Thank god for God and thank god for my phone cover cos it's the Motorola one and it's thick and not some $6 one. So it was safe. And scratchless.

Oh and thank god it wasnt lunch hour! I bet those office people would snatch it in a second even though they can well afford things on their own but the boss was being such a bitch to them so they'd think it's fun to get back at some harmless girl by taking away her phone! ^%*&#@!

Some stupid working bugger who was having brunch with his other working friend gave me a weird look. Whatever. There's nothing wrong with kissing your (almost lost) phone in public. No tongues asshole. LOL.

This is my friend Aniszah. And this friend is going into first 3 months.

And this is a cool picture hanging on the walls while we had breakfast.

And no, I'm not off to study. I'm off to watch some teevee cos I need to be happy before I hit the books again. Hell, I even pushed tution to tomorrow. That's how much I dwell in self-pity, shut up. MTV's VMAs would be a great antidote too. YES, prelims are a form of poison. You mean you don't know that!?